TRANSPARENCY XXVIII.

“another uncertainty pt. 2”

Everything that I wanted it to be

What if it doesn’t end with another soliloquy…

Let’s measure our deepest regret

Light a fire for your comfort, while the night continues to digress

Don’t ask me “what’s left?”

I’ve come to a rational decision, the burdens of being so direct

The hopeless kid begging for a return, the same way certain matters aren’t put to rest

It’s consistent with every breath…

I was that kid holding onto the morals of my animosity, the kind that you see when that kid grows up and becomes the social standard, just an innocent bystander being put to the test

Unaware of the hidden surroundings, another step and sure enough, the whole world will take you up from the ground and bury conflictions deep within your chest 

They’ll look at you and laugh because you don’t want to understand the meaning of “all good things come next”

Forget structure! Forget the emphasis they made when I disregarded my true passion and tried to learn life through the back of an index

Counterparts make more for art, but it’s artificially spoken when those glass doors and mirrors aren’t reflecting the same context

Verbal leaders come and go, a new nickname could be a heart eater, massacring more murals in my mind, I guess I should’ve made it more clear to my expense

I think about these fragile moments and wonder when things got so intense?…

I write to feel, another part of my imperfect personality that makes me feel real

Create and conceal, the imbalance that holds balance that creates what I feel…

It’s a cycle that never stops for me

An open book to you all

But to me, it’s just another uncertainty